Ýesterday i was in a really bad mood. Firstly i’m not able to continue my dance lesson which i have started to learn since 1  year ago. Due to the fact that i’m not able to afford the dance lesson as my holiday job’s salary is not enough for me to survive the whole semester. I asked my parent to sponsor my dance fee  however they rejected as they feel that, that is my entertainment cost.  Since young i hardly receive any award or present for my hard work in study or getting good result. I could only remember there was only once where i received a sticker as a reward for my good result when i’m was pursuing my PSLE.  However that’s not what i’m upset about as i got “better” treatment / “attention”during bdae. During young i could not rmb much but certainly i have no memory of recieving any present or stuff from my parent for my bdae. As for my bdae cake, my mumwould give me some money to buy my own bdae cake. Whenever i ask about my bdae present, my mum would said that the cake was my present. For my dad, he will nag the whole day about how poor is him n so on. I didnt even have a nice dinner during my bdae from my parent. Every single year, i was the one choosing n purchasing the cake for everyone in the family.

Next issue was my sis who do not really respect me much. Maybe like what my bf say may be true about being too pampered on her however a possibility of the influence by enviroment was clearly portrait in the kids nowadays.

My bf choose to get a old mouse instead of a new wireless mouse that i intend to buy for him. Sweet boy.

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